leo speaking

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

it’s like my mind has me wanting different things everyday. Yesterday I was really sad, partly because I realized that the guy I was falling for most likely doesn’t feel the same way…what am I saying? He definitely doesn’t feel the same way but I’m glad I realized it now rather than later. Today was also a pretty shitty day. This however, was due to the fact that I didn’t sleep at all last night. I was at the frat house until 8 am. I then ventured back to the dorms where I slept on the floor until 11, missing class in the process. I then proceeded to take a shower and continue working on my drawings, which I might add looked really bad, for our mid review of our butterfly pavillion. 

The good thing was that instead of finishing studio at 6 pm, we finished at 4:30. I went to have “dinner” after and it tasted amazing but probably because it was my first meal of the day. After eating, I took another nap until 7:30. But the good part about today was the text I received during studio. It was from a guy named Jordan. Now, Jordan is 9 years older, but I have never cared for age. It’s all about the guy. Anyways, started talking to him in January and then randomly decided to stop answering his texts for some fucking stupid reason. So today, when he texted me, I replied and he was happy to hear from me. Now we have a date for tomorrow….funny how life works. 

We talked on the phone for about an hour and then I watched a movie in bed. God Bless America. It’s a really interesting movie. I would recommend it. It’s about the ignorance of American society and the response that two individuals have in regard to this ignorance. It has a few jokes thrown in here and there which definitely make it that much better. All in all, I’m glad I watched it :)  

Now I’m headed to sleep because, well, I’m really tired haha. Good Night!